Dear lord, perhaps you’re not listening to me nowadays. If its time for you to bring me away, please do so quick.
Things and people are turning,.changing and perhaps they will leave soon. Dear lord. Why must I go through all these?
The vast growth of internet sastify all the eyes of predators with a tail in front during late night till dawn.
These predators are of all different status, single, divorced, married, attached ?
The characteristic of these predators are often similar, or rather its whether they choose tp show it or its all kept to themselves.
While the predators are reading this, they will be on the net talking to another predator about what he read on my tumblr and start discussing if I’m a good choice and if the predator should continue the relationship with me?
These bunch of predators have the same characteristic, they hunt of flesh and meat on the net at night and seems like a vegan during the day, no one seems to know because they’ve hidden their food preference so well.
well, but these predators do not know that women knows everything .
well, these predators overall chose to allow certain hormones in their bodies to overtake whatever they are thinking from night till dawn, seeking for sastifaction.
well,
these predators are the worst animals that ever lived.
because they will nvr be destroyed.
Six sense is telling me that things won’t be that smooth sailing.anymore.
I’ve been getting all these six sense things nowadays.
It’s like I got this sense that the next train will terminate at yishun and it terminates at yishun.
Hahaha.
there’s happiness , sadness and weird stuffs happening in this world. full of anger as well ?
secrets as well? talking about.secrets, with reference to my last post, things didn’t get solve today I guess?
he said nothing, just asked me not to worry.
so well,
all I can say is…
I don’t wish that you will tell me anything, and I won’t dig as well, I just wish you will be safe.
there’s nothing much I can do now with so little information from friends, classmates and no information from you. Guess you just don’t want to talk about it, so Yup.
its fine, I just want you to be safe, that’s all. all I can do is to pray that somethings won’t happen. pray that I won’t be the last one to know of everything.
I’m worried because you’re with him, I don’t care if he is reading this, I really don’t anymore.
dear girls, if you’re reading this, tell me, six sense is accurate 7 out of 10 times right ?
hmm.
well, I think I should just shut up.
as I grow older, I realised I gave up totally in ‘digging’. perhaps I’m tired of the process of ‘digging’ and the quarrels that we have to go through if I were to dig. Guess things are better this way. I won’t say things like, you do whatever you want, I don’t care anymore. Reason being I don’t want you to quote me next time.
perhaps all these will remain secret even till the wedding day (if there is one next time ), perhaps all these will remain secret even till the time I lie in my coffin.
I don’t really care anymore ( or perhaps I cared , but not now anymore ) , or maybe I just accepted the fact that you’re going all mysterious because you’re doing those stuffs with him. He is always that mysterious.
and am I a child ? I’m not 3 year old. You should know how ‘powerful’ or dominating I am. sigh. but yea, I admit I don’t feel like checking anything, its so not me. hmm.
few more days till sixth , things are going to the stage where there are no quarrels, but lesser topics to talk about. hopefully this is not the stage where we are both staying because we are both ‘too used’ to each other. if not it will be really disappointing I guess.
its 2am in the morning. haha.
so many things crossing my brain now, well………I’m a lady.
sometimes I wish I’m not one.
well, hopefully we will go through this icy period?
perhaps you’re not interested I. what I’m feeling now, and how worried I am.
I’ve asked you, you chose not today, what can I do ?
perhaps you’re going to get sick.of me asking and asking again. perhaps you’re going to.get irritated. these are guys, right?
perhaps we meet too often and perhaps we need a day without contacting each other ?
I know you’re looking at this, right ?
its 2.12am now.
I’m not been emotional. just thinking.
I just saw somethings which made me really really shocked.
Now i know why some friends of mine claimed that betrayal sometimes might not be totally done by guys.
Saw somethings that got me so shocked that i was stunned for almost ten minutes, why would he even get into relationship with someone that is married and with kids?
And that woman , knowing that she is married with kids and still doing such things, behind the husband’s back?
Yes, some people may come telling me that, hey, somethings might be happening behind closed doors, you won’t know, maybe the lady’s hubby is giving her a hard time at home, or maybe the hubby is betraying her first.
But no ! Looking through her facebook, recent pictures taken together with her kids and her hubby , looked so much like a happy family. She even went to create yet another account with a fake name just to cater to other guys out there.
Meeting guys during working hours behind hubby’s back without hubby knowing, knowing new guys online using fake accounts , meeting them out.
Sigh, maybe some times IT and social networking sites are making all our lives too complicated, people get into affairs so easily.
Broken families and broken hearts, why ?
Why do such things even happened? Why the guys knowing that she’s married with kids and still bear to do such things?
Don’t tell me it’s love, don’t tell me that, that’s excuses.
Love allows you to hurt people ? Love allows you to break the happy family? Love allows you make the child grow up in a happy family?
Yes, some people might say, i’m exaggerating it too much, mind your own business lady !
But hey, no i’m not .
Things will get worse, do the parents even think of their child ?
Don’t the mother even think about how hurt the child will be if their family was to fall apart?
The self-fish thought of the mother, thinking for herself, for herself to have all the fun she want and all the men she wants, what about the poor baby ?
The baby is only so so young. Sigh.
Or maybe, ya, the mum is only 21, she isn’t that mature yet, then why marry at the first place? Why give birth when you still want to have fun?
Don’t tell me because you guys had a baby before marriage or whatever, you guys don’t think with your brains do you ?!
What will happen to the kid ? Sigh ,
Both of you disgust me. A lot.
Adults that’s over 20 years of age, can’t you guys think ?!
Or is it like what i’ve said on my Facebook that seriously common sense just died ?
Sigh .
ps: Hopefully my baby boy’s not like that, or rather i know he won’t be. It’s such a coincidence that baby and i was talking about social networking website before he went to bed. Sigh, such a sad thing. :(
you know something is wrong with me.
you know I’m feeling insecure.
don’t you know why I put down the phone immediately ?
I wished you will stop me from doing so and instead ask me why I’ve done so.
but you didn’t.
or maybe you just don’t bother anymore.
no one cares anyway, goodnight world.
我相信你，请你不要背叛我……
seriously I ###*@&@#$$ hate that bastard. how more sick can he get ?
I mean seriously.
ya, I don’t know him that well, but all I know is….he is bloody sick.
seriously.
sorry for being rude here, but I just can’t stand it.
Omg! -.-
Wish for a girl of your dream ?
Ya right, in your dreams!
Fat hope.
Some girl must he blind or crazy if she accepts you, or maybe she is just the same as you .
birds of the same feather flock together.
some times I don’t believe, there’s still secret bwt us.
some things youre doing and yet not telling me.
yes I know you’ve been doing things, but what ?
illegal ones with him ?
I know if its him its nothing good. but hey, everytime you meet him and tell me nothing when you come back.
what if one day something happen to you when are doing those things (i don’t know what, but I know no good things) ?
I don’t want to be the last one to know everything.
I’m not being clingy or demanding here, neither am I emotional, I am just worried for you, and your safety.
I’m not overreacting, I’m just afraid you’ll get into trouble.
or yes, maybe I’m afraid you’ll get the “pervert disease ” with him, or maybe go and patronize some sleazy places when with him, but these thinkings only happen 1 of 10 times in my mind.
so what is it now ?
I guess I’ve just got to cool down, stay chill and smile :)
at least I’ve said my piece, at least I’ve speak up what’s in my mind,
at least I feel at ease now.
so what will be up next ?
I guess its sleep, still got so many customers tomorrow.
ganbatte yumi ^^
So long since I’ve last posted on tumblr.
Life’s great, although sometimes I have mini quarrels with that lovely baby boy of mine, we still manage to end our quarrel with a hug and a kiss.
Hehe.
Packed myy keyboard back into the box today and used the box as my second table at home.
It’s decorated with lovely softtoys that baby caught for me from the arcade, and a table lamp given by baby too.
Haha.
Blogshop business have been going quite well, so Yup.
Life’s great. (:
*guys, do not read if you cannot take what I’m going to write. this is a super stereo type post*
just a random thought.
seriously, trust me, if I was to become skinny/sexy, I’m going to make life difficult for the guys.
you guys like sexy girls so much, don’t you?!
I will just toy with you, suck all your money and leave if I was a skinny and sexy, since you guys are no way better.
you turn us girls into this way.
sorry, but I can’t explain how much I hate men and why I hate them so much.
if only I become sexy, I’m going to give u people a hell lot of time. I swear.
superficial bunch of people.
it’s the examinations period.
all friends are having their holidays already, and yet i’m mugging like crazy.
it’s like, why do i always choose the school that has the worst curriculum?
this is like my life, ah well.
stay with it then.
I’m so freaking irritated and moodless now, someone just kill me with something that’s sharp.
damned it.
it’s like studying for o levels now, i have no mood.
